As part of our intensive J-term research we had the privilege of watching the movie “Naturally Obsessed: The Making of a Scientist” which enabled us to virtually experience life in the lab of Lawrence Shapiro at Columbia University. Larry’s lab focuses on determining the 3-dimentional structure of proteins by using x-ray crystallography. This is a very difficult task that requires overproduction of the protein of interest followed by purification and crystallization steps before good data about the structure can be collected.
The film focused on the life and work of three graduate students and their experiences in graduate school. Each student encountered challenges in their research as well as in their personal lives. Even though I have not attended graduate school, I thought that the film provided an excellent representation of what experiences one might have while pursuing a PhD. The film did an excellent job of focusing on several different people so that the viewer could relate, at least in part, to one or more of the characters.
The most prominent theme in the movie was the concept of learning from failure. The students stressed that though a particular experiment may not work, it would tell them something about how to set up the experiment next time. This intense cycle of trial and error is a common hurdle to making new discoveries experienced by all of the characters in the documentary.
What was particularly interesting was how the students and the professor responded to repeated failure. Some, like Larry, remained optimistic and were eager to try new approaches, while others lost enthusiasm until dropout was inevitable, as was the case with Gabi. Seeing intelligent graduate students struggle in this manner made me think about what type of response I would have to repeated failure. I pictured myself in their shoes. Before this J-term I did not know what it meant to be “productively stupid” (Schwartz, 2008) . Now that I have experienced this first hand I still wondered: would I be able to handle the constant disappointments that are inevitable in the world of research?
After watching the entirety of the movie and reflecting upon my experience during the J-term I think that I would be able to handle this type of undertaking if I had the right mentor and was able to adopt the appropriate way of thinking that allowed me to be more objective about the process. Larry was a constant source of honest support for his students. He is quoted for saying, “Our loyalty is to the truth.” This implies that one’s failed experiment should not be discouraging, but rather, teach something about “the truth” that was not known before. Emotion and feelings take a back seat when it comes to science. That is not to say that one cannot be disappointed about a failed experiment or ecstatic when something goes incredibly well. It simply means that everything that you have done, at the end of the day, should be taken in under an objective lens that allows one to see the scientific gains (no matter how small) from that day’s work.
Along with giving me a perspective about the repeated failures that I would be sure to encounter as a graduate student (as well as current experiment failures) this film somehow boosted my motivation to potentially pursuing a research career. Each student had their ups and downs but those that were meant to be there never entirely lost the drive to discover something new and innovative. I realized that there are other components to succeeding in graduate school; it also requires a certain level of talent and creative ability. This is congruent with one of the articles that we had read for this term. Creativity in creating controls is a central part to being an effective scientist (Yewdell, 2008) . I have always thought of myself as a creative person but I have never found an avenue in which I was good at expressing this creativity. After developing this new perspective about the intersection of creativity and science I believe that I may have found my creative outlet. However, I have a long way to go before I can start to “paint my own picture” in the scientific world. In order to develop the skills to be an effective scientist many years of intense study are necessary. This film emphasized the importance of persistence, knowledge, and creativity. These all combine to suggest that in order to succeed in science one must always be persistent to make new discoveries and advance their knowledge. This knowledge increases the tools available to the researcher and provides more windows to apply creative thinking which ultimately lead to new discoveries. If I learned one thing from the movie, it is that this cycle of knowledge and new discoveries is aided by creative problem solving skills and is ultimately fueled by persistence and the need to know more.
Works Cited
Rifkind, R., & Rifkind, C. (Producers). (2009). Naturally Obsessed: The Making of a Scientist [Motion Picture].
Schwartz, M. A. (2008). The importance of stupidity in scientific research. Journal of Cell Science , 1771.
Yewdell, J. W. (2008). How to succeed in science: a concise guide for young biomedical scientists. Part I: taking the plunge. Nature , 9, 413-416.